Brainbent

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Anonymous asked: tavros, what do you do when you hate everything about yourself? lately i feel like i just want to die and change into someone completely different who’s hopefully better than me.

i THINK EVERYONE HAS DAYS, wHERE THEY WISH THEY WERE SOMEONE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT, aND THE URGE TO SCRAP EVERYTHING AND START OVER IS A STRONG ONE,

bUT PLEASE REMEMBER THAT DEATH IS NOT AN OPTION IN THIS,

tHE ONLY THING THAT CHANGES ABOUT YOU, wHEN YOU DIE, iS THAT YOU AREN’T HERE ANYMORE, aND THE WORLD HAS LOST ANOTHER OF ITS CREATURES, 

iT’S OKAY TO WANT TO CHANGE, bUT IF THESE THOUGHTS OF DYING PERSIST, tHAT IS A SIGN THAT YOU SHOULD DEFINITELY SEEK HELP„

aS FOR WHAT I DO, 

i TRY TO REMEMBER THAT i’M HERE FOR A REASON, aND THAT i’M VALUED AND DESERVE HAPPINESS, jUST LIKE YOU, aNON,

dOING PRODUCTIVE THINGS HELPS, tOO, eVEN IF IT’S SOMETHING BORING, lIKE DISHES, oR SORTING THE MAIL, 

i’VE ALSO FOUND, uSUALLY, wHEN i AM FEELING HARD ON MYSELF, iT’S FOR A REASON, eVEN IF i DON’T INTIALLY KNOW WHAT IT IS, sOMETIMES i’LL HAVE MADE A MISTAKE, oR SAID SOMETHING, uM, eMBARRASSING, oR WORDED SOMETHING WRONG,

aND WHEN THAT HAPPENS, iT’S EASY TO PICK OUT MORE AND MORE REASONS i SHOULD FEEL AWFUL ABOUT MYSELF, aND i END UP FEELING MISERABLE, aND OVERWHELMED, iNSTEAD OF FOCUSING ON HOW i COULD FIX THE PROBLEM, tHAT CAUSED THOSE FEELINGS IN THE FIRST PLACE,

iT MAY SOUND CHEESY, bUT i ALSO TRY TO FOCUS ON THINGS i LIKE ABOUT MYSELF, wHEN THAT MOOD IS DRAGGING ME DOWN,

sOMETIMES iT CAN BE HARD, tO PICK THEM OUT, bUT i ALWAYS FEEL BETTER, fOR HAVING FOUND THEM,

iF I CAN’T DO IT ON MY OWN, i FIND SOMEONE i CAN TRUST, TO TALK TO FOR AWHILE, 

cALLING HOTLINES IS ALSO A USEFUL WAY TO GET AN OPINION, fROM SOMEONE WHO CAN LISTEN TO YOUR THOUGHTS OBJECTIVELY, 

i HOPE THINGS GET BETTER FOR YOU SOON, aNON„

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